Jenni's Personal Bits
	These pages are dedicated to David Hawley, counsellor and psychotherapist.  Jenni's emergence was not an easy passage, it was an 18 month period of life when the mind and body were nearly driven to destruction. Two shattered personalities emerged, He believing Her to be a sleazy, nasty aberration of a hurt and exhausted mind and She believing him to be a bullying aggressive individual preventing her right to life. It was David who broke down brick by brick the two opposing mentalities, rebuilt them to be strong and healthy and merged them into one mind, one individual, an individual proud and confident in who she is and what he was. Thank you David, a very profound thanks, for saving my sanity and probably also my life. Happiness: Where I am now Prenatal: How Gender Dysphoria may be caused. Was I born transsexual or became that way? Childhood: Growing up with Gender Dysphoria Adulthood: The subconcious drive to repress Gender dysphoria Emergence: The 18 months of hell before I emerged as myself, Jenni Diagnosis: How I was diagnosed Acceptance and coming out: Finally being able to accept it myself and the process of telling others Other Narratives: Tears: My earliest surviving writing, written after a night of tears during my emergence, when I still refused to believe I was transsexual. Name: Where the name comes from Gender Dysphoria: reprinted from an article in GT news that describes my personal experience Choice: Is there a choice other than to transition?